Carrying a secret in my heart ...
| Titel: | Carrying a secret in my heart ... : children of the victims of the reprisal after the Hungarian Revolution in 1956 ; an oral history / by Zsuzsanna Korösi and Adrienne Molnár |
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| Veröffentlicht: | Budapest [u.a.] : Central European Univ. Press, 2003 |
| Umfang: | 195 S. : Ill. |
| Format: | Buch |
| Sprache: | Englisch |
| ISBN: | 9639241555 |
| Hinweise zum Inhalt: |
Inhaltsverzeichnis
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- Introduction
- p. 1
- The Revolution
- p. 13
- "Uncertainty was part of our everyday life"
- p. 13
- "My father became increasingly important"
- p. 18
- "Get dressed, you're coming with us!"
- p. 19
- A new world
- p. 25
- "My mother left no stone unturned"
- p. 25
- "Life became extremely difficult"
- p. 28
- "It was good that we could say goodbye"
- p. 31
- "There was dad, in prison clothes"
- p. 35
- Communication within the family
- p. 45
- "At home we talked openly"
- p. 45
- "If something becomes a taboo it is gradually buried"
- p. 48
- "Why did she keep it a secret?"
- p. 50
- "I didn't dare open up"
- p. 53
- Stigmatisation
- p. 59
- "Our family was different"
- p. 60
- "The repression was so strong"
- p. 63
- Society and the family
- p. 73
- "We had to stand our ground"
- p. 75
- "The world was divided into the good and the bad"
- p. 78
- The pressure of duality
- p. 91
- "In my case it was pride"
- p. 92
- "I began to be confused"
- p. 94
- Together again
- p. 105
- "When will he come back?"
- p. 105
- "It was hard for dad to get used to everyday life"
- p. 106
- The turnaround
- p. 117
- "I yearned all my life to find him one day"
- p. 117
- "... I felt an unbelievable sense of justice"
- p. 120
- "At last I could visit my father's grave"
- p. 123
- "There is no compensation for so much suffering"
- p. 126
- The legacy
- p. 131
- "It was a hard lesson"
- p. 131
- "They weren't afraid to make sacrifices"
- p. 132
- "I have no desire for revenge"
- p. 138
- "The memory must live on"
- p. 141
- "It is a very important legacy"
- p. 144
- Biographies of the interviewees
- p. 149
- Illustrations
- p. 181
- Bibliography
- p. 191
